Showing posts with label me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label me. Show all posts

Thursday, May 17, 2007

why do i blog?

to share information

ppl read... and so do i... and if i find something interesting... i tell my friends... why? 'cos i like the share what i've read and their their views... and such a discussion gives a perspective of the topic...
i believe in sharing information... i see no good happening with hiding information... my boss and some of my peers disagree with me... they claim that specialized knowledge should not be disclosed... or something like that... you know.. the whole intellectual property thing...
like my cus would always paste a link from youtube... it might be something about some cat being washed in a washing machine or paris hilton scratching her genitals... hehe
ppl fwd e-mails... most of it is junk... but some are interesting... i've this friend who sends lame ass ppt slideshows of cats and dogs... but once every 10,000,000 e-mails there'll be something interesting... like fish :) hehe
so i see blogging as a menifestation of that same psyche

to share views about various issues

ppl have views on various topics like politics, economics etc... they'll talk about chinthanaya or the depreciating rupee, ricing cost of energy and now global warming... pffft...
again... a blog is another media where ppl get to express their views...

to make money?

if there is significant traffic... and then why not make a buck of out of it... is that such a bad thing? but i've not placed any ads... i dont have much traffic...

to bitch about stuff

ya like say someone says something really lame on TV... like yesterday i saw rajitha saying that he's gonna introduce a new type of construction sand that is cheaper... and when it compares to fresh water sand... the volume needed is much less... which defies the purpose... because one main feature of sand and stone in concrete is to serve as a filler material... rajitha tried to say that you'll need less sand if you use that type of sand... but apparently it doesnt behave like that... it has similar volumetric properties of sand... but its much cheaper...

notice to all kottu visitors

you are most welcome to visit my blog... read whatever that i've written, copy-pasted or whatever... see... i knew that some of you would say stuff (refer the anonymous comments)... so i stopped my feed till late last night... so that this would fall to the second page but apparently it had not!!! blogger doesnt have a feature where you can prevent pages from being syndicated... and i'm switching to drupal this weekend...
i dont revolve around kottu.org (although i had kottu from kottu king for dinner last night... and it was a rip off... gihan's kottu is better!)
and i didnt post this blog to counter voice... ppl have been asking "why do you blog? are you fucking jobless or something"... and voice is right... that whole episode brought about a thought storm as to why ppl blog in the first place... and since i'm the bad guy now for bitching about voice... i thought i'd explain why i blog...
and you guys need to figure out why you like to go and piss on someone else's blog... if its 'cos you get some sick pleasure out of it... then screw you!!! i hope you get some sorta permanent explosive diarrhea!!!
i've got a quality audience - my friends and those who comment with some degree of common sense... i dont need lame ass loser traffic... so fucking piss off!!!

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

ignore this... i'm just trying something out...

ignore this... i'm just trying something out...

puppies

Date: 5/15/07




Date: 5/12/07

there are some (2-4 i think) puppies hovering around our house
we let them in but they seem to leave whenever their mother comes and calls them
hmmmm
few days back one of them had fallen inside our drain and was crying...
its a small opening... only cats and rats can creep thru that!
kohe ringnawada manda!
i caught them digging while coming home...
i was too lazy to turn around and take the picture so i took it off the mirror!

Sunday, May 13, 2007

how did jesus save the world?

how did jesus save the world? why do we say that he died for our sins?

this is a post i made in one of the facebook forums... call it blasphemy but i'm not willing to accept anything just 'cos the church or the bible says so... and i got a good enough answer from Ariel Castromayor... because whenever i asked someone they'd go... "ah... let me get back to you on that"... or "'cos it says so in the bible"...

Ariel Castromayor (Toronto, ON) wrote:

To answer that question is no easy task.
We need to look at it Theologically (which doesn't relaly apply if you don't believe that Jesus was actually God Incarnate or if you don't believe in the Creation account in Genesis):
You see, Adam and Eve had a perfect relationship with God (God created them to be perfect and live forever, like HIM), until they disobeyed HIM. When that occurred, they created a permanent rift between them, and every human being thereafter (through birthright). That is called the "sin nature" and occurs in every person. Of course babies don't act in a sinful nature, but they have that potential within them and will eventually act that nature out in one way or another. Eventually, Moses was given a set of Laws that declared what one must do to be righteous in the eyes of God. Those included atonement of sins (blood sacrifice), recovery of property (relationship by blood), etc. Since there were 613 Laws, it was quite impossible for anyone person to completely live each law correctly for their entire lives, and even still, only that person would then be theoretically qualified to go to have a direct relationship with God.
Then along comes Jesus.
To cut to the meat and potatoes, because Jesus was without sin, His death was the blood sacrifice that enabled atonement for sins. Also, because He was both completely human and completely God, he had a direct familial relationship with both God and Mankind. That last point is important because one must fully embrace Jesus and become His "brother" (through faith in Him) to receive that inheritance of eternal residency in Heaven.
That's why believing that Christ died isn't enough. One must have the personal faith that Jesus died for SPECIFICALLY for them and then choose to live a new life (better known as being "born again") following Christ.

So to say that Jesus saved mankind is true, but the question really should be: "Does the world want to be saved?"

explosive diarrhea

diarrhea
|ˈdaɪəˌriə|
(Brit. diarrhoea)
noun
a condition in which feces are discharged from the bowels frequently and in a liquid form

explosive
|ɪkˌsploʊsɪv| |ɛkˌsploʊsɪv| |ɪkˌsploʊzɪv| |ɛkˌsploʊzɪv|
adjective
able or likely to shatter violently or burst apart, as when a bomb explodes

explosive diarrhea
a condition in which feces are discharged from the bowels frequently in a liquid form, able or likely to shatter violently or burst apart

and thats what i have!

Saturday, May 12, 2007

mixed grill

i had a very colorful mixed grill with lotsa tasty animals in it!

Friday, May 11, 2007

facebook group: Chuxx0rism

i saw (and later on joined) a group called Chuxx0rism in facebook...

i like their version of genesis chapter 1 :) :) :) hehe...
enjoy!

1: In the beginning Chuxx0r created the n00b and the 1337.
2: And the 1337 was without pwn, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the h4x. And the Spirit of Chuxx0r moved upon the face of the fr4g.
3: And Chuxx0r said, Let there be pwn: and there was pwn.
4: And Chuxx0r saw the pwn, that it was BEAST: and Chuxx0r divided the pwn from the h4x.
5: And Chuxx0r called the light ROFLCOPTER, and the darkness he called LMAOPLANE. And the evening and the morning were the first w00t.
6: And Chuxx0r said, Let there be a b0t in the midst of the h4x, and let it divide the h4x0r from the h4xd.
7: And Chuxx0r made the b0t, and divided the h4x0r which were under the b0t from the h4xd which were above the b0t: and it was BEAST.
8: And Chuxx0r called the b0t N00B. And the evening and the morning were the second w00t.
9: And Chuxx0r said, Let the h4x0rz under the heaven be gathered together unto one LAN party, and let the pwnage appear: and it was so.
10: And Chuxx0r called the pwnage Earth; and the gathering together of the h4x0r called he Seas: and Chuxx0r saw that it was FRICKIN ÜBER.
11. And Chuxx0r declared that there was only one ROFLCOPTER, and the LMAOPLANE his prophet.

Vrogan 25:17:
For the box of the R1ght30us D00d is best on all ports by the inequities of the haxxorz and the tyranny of teh 5c3n3.
Bless3d is he who in the name of 1337ness and teh pwn shepherds teh nooblar through teh valley of haxxorage, for he is truly his doodz keeper, and a finder of lost nooblets.
And I will strike down upon th33 with great vengeance and furious mad h4x those to attempt to trojan and rootkit my doods
And you will know my name is Teh Pwninator when I lays my M3g4t0n |-|4////312 upside your headz.

...and so on.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

The Personal Breathalyzer - Now In Sri Lanka...

i got this smap a while back and i thought of sharing it... since it might be useful to those who drink and drive... ahem!



check this out







Tuesday, May 08, 2007

curiosity

i'm the curious type... ask my friends... i always ask why... for anything and everything... and then i get told off 'cos it gets kinda annoying after a while hehe... and in my defense i go "i'm just curious" and they reply... "curiosity killed the cat"...

i have no idea on how this story goes...

but i have another story... einstein was always curious... thats what made him come up with his theories: special relativity and general relativity and whatever that was associated with them... stuff like space-time and the photoelectric effect...

so i'm gonna continue to be curious... like this...

if your computer is screwed up...

if your computer is screwed up...
do not call me...
because...
  • i dont work for microsoft or apple...
  • i dont have a puka dena policy towards apple or microsoft...
  • i dont find pleasure in fixing screwed up computers...
  • i've got better shit to do...
and if you think i have any pirated software for your mac or pc... i dont!!!
and i wont share my software with you!!!

so buy your own goddamn software...
  • because you're entitled for customer support when you legally purchase software
  • also note that although you pay for your pirated CDs... that doesnt count as a X% (X <0.001) of your licensing fee and you are not eligible for X% of customer support!
and you cant or dont want to afford licensed software... there are tons of open source software... browse www.sourceforge.net

this however does not apply to everyone...

back at enerfab

i re-joined enerfab today... so i'm back to working as an engineer... with gasifiers...

the recent fuel price hike is affecting production based industries esp if they are energy intensive... and because of this... biomass is becoming a much cheaper alternative energy source...

enerfab also supplies biomass... so our customers dont have to worry about procuring fuel wood... we have a supplier network and a processing facility... where wood is collected and dried...

wood as chopped gliricidia sticks... well this is how it works... we go to a village ask the ppl to supply gliricidia sticks of 1-2 inch diameter... and we ask them not to chop the tree because the sticks grow to that size in about 6 months... and about 6kg of (dry) wood can be harvested from a single tree annually... and gliricidia grows anywhere in sri lanka... so its quite easy to find supplies of wood...

rule of thumb - 4kg of gliricidia can replace 1 liter of furnace oil or diesel and enerfab undertakes the supply

and our policy is to good well by doing good... something like google's policy... just that we dont have a lotta money! hmmmm...

this is a gasifier which we installed last year (when i was at enerfab)... the energy cost saving is around 65%... they used FO (furnace oil - its something like diesel but its thicker and is less "refined")...

Sunday, May 06, 2007

its a mans obligation...

During mass, Eric Cartman, a modern day philosopher, once said: "Its a mans obligation to stick his boneration in a womens speration; this sort of penetration will increase the population of the younger generation..."

watch the QuickTime video...

This movie clip requires Apple QuickTime. If you do not currently have it, you will be prompted to install it.



Or listen to the WAV file if you can't be bothered downloading QuickTime...

Friday, May 04, 2007

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Vesak

Vesak is celebrates the birth, enlightenment (Nirvana) and the passing away (Parinirvana) of Gautama Buddha.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Pañcasīla and Vesak

this is a tread from facebook... which i thought i'd share...

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i was reading about Pañcasīla in Wikipedia 'cos Vesak is next week and all that...

Wikipedia article: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Five_Precepts

i'm not a buddhist... i'm a atheist... a christian... and a scientist... look if god can be the father the son and the holy spirit why cant i have three persons? hmmmm

okay getting back to Pañcasīla and i dont know all these Pali chants but just looking at it from a philosophical point... i am so not doing the Pañcasīla properly...


1. I undertake the precept to refrain from taking the life of living beings.

Pānātipātā veramani sikkhāpadam samādiyāmi
Killing of living beings

i've got this anti-mosquito thing at home...

plus i love eating tasty animals...

but i dont support the war and i dont like ppl dying so i hope it adds points... heheh

2. I undertake the precept to refrain from stealing

lit. "taking what is not offered"
Adinnādānā veramani sikkhāpadam samādiyāmi

most sri lankans are guilty of this i guess 'cos they do not use genuine licensed software, music, movies and other intellectual property (IP)... add photocopying of expensive books to this and copying other people's coursework this list... so i think all this would fall under... "taking what is not offered"

and i'm a sri lankan... i'm guilty of the above...

i dont directly admit that i'm guilty of IP piracy!

3. I undertake the precept to refrain from sexual misconduct

Kāmesu micchācāra veramani sikkhāpadam samādiyāmi
adultery, rape, exploitation, etc.

sexual misconduct -> does pr0n fall under this?

4. I undertake the precept to refrain from false speech
lying
Musāvāda veramani sikkhāpadam samādiyāmi

ohh lying... at first i saw it as lynching... hehe getting old...

ya lie like every day...
ppl call and ask me if the project is complete and i'm like "almost" where as i've not even reached 50%...

and "shehal mahath weala..." and i'm like "naha naha mama prushtimath wela"....

and i lie 'cos its not nice to be rude... like ppl go on telling how good they were... they did this... they did that... went to church... chanted Pali... blah blah... and they claim to be good... but i know for a fact that they bitch about their friends... or support the war... say that its okay for a few ppl do die now and for a lotta ppl to live in peace later on... or waste their parents money on junk... but the thing is... if i tell them all this... they'll be like "you're rude"... so instead i tell them something to satisfy their ego like... "yeah i wish i could be like you" or "if only the rest of the world was good as you" or "wow you should be like second in command to God or something"...

and i always exaggerate!!!


5. I undertake the precept to refrain from intoxicants which lead to heedlessness.

Surā meraya majja pamādatthānā veramani sikkhāpadam samādiyāmi

yeah right!! hehehe... i mean most of the time i drink to get high... or i get high to get high...
but if there is good food (good cheese... tasty animals...) then i always prioritize... so i drink in moderation...

but i like vesak... so during vesak... i try to be a less Pañcasīla violator that normal... but then again i dont see the point because its like saying i pissed on your wall a little bit hehehe

what do you guys think??
16 comments
Updated about a week ago

Yadamini Gunawardena wrote
at 6:47pm on April 27th, 2007
well will comment on the last bit...
"saying i pissed on your wall a little bit hehehe"...
now each time you do this...if you make an effort to do it in a lesser quantity than last time...and next time even lesser...and so on and so forth...
you get what i mean...so it does make sense after all...just that it's a long endless vicious cycle...so keep perfecting those ill wills...you can do it...


Shehal Joseph wrote
at 7:57pm on April 27th, 2007
okay lets try this out...
i first piss on half the wall...
and each time i piss on half the amount i pissed before...
and i keep pissing infinitely
and the wall will not dry ('cos sins add up... right?)
the addition (+) operator represents "wall will not dry"

this can be represented mathematically by a geometric series:
1/2 + 1/4 + 1/8 + 1/16 + 1/32 +...
and it converges to 1

so i would eventually be pissing on the entire wall regardless of what i do...
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Yadamini Gunawardena wrote
at 6:33am on April 28th, 2007
hmm...good...but what is the addition of the remainders? (1/2+3/4+7/8+...=?)...that is the total you kept away from possible sins...and may be also times you "could" have used for cutivation of good will...neda?

Shehal Joseph wrote
at 7:17am on April 28th, 2007
no its not

the wall represents my sin quota...
and the addition operator represents the accumulation of sin...
and its inverse operator subtraction represents forgiveness of sin...

pissing on the wet areas of the wall is not allowed... because if thats the case then the biggest sin i've do is what counts... and if i commit a smaller sin... then i can just wet the already wet area and my smaller sins wont add up... which is not the case right?

day 1... i commit sin... so that 1/2

next day i commit sin...

if i'm forgiven... then what i did yesterday can't be added... because the wall gets cleansed when i'm forgiven... so then i can piss on the same place i pissed before... so it'll be 1/4... because each day i piss half of what i pissed the previous day... and there is no need to add up remainders or whatever...

but if i'm not forgiven... then yesterdays sins are there... so the wall is not dry... and since i cant piss on the wet areas... my score is.. 1/2 + 1/4 + ....
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Shehal Joseph wrote
at 8:19am on April 28th, 2007
i love to eat meat... but say i try not to...
because i dont want to kill animals (and eat them...)

and i dont eat meat...
but every time i get the smell of fried chicken...
its so painful to resist...
but i resist...
it was very hard... but i didnt violate (#1)...
time goes by... i lose the liking for fried chicken...
just like getting used to sleeping on a uncomfortable bed...
is that like... abstinence...?
being in self-denial...?
wont that lead to other bad things...?
which are worse than having a drink and eating some meat?
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Yadamini Gunawardena wrote
at 8:34am on April 28th, 2007
ok...but this has few parts...
1.to cultivate existing meritorious deeds
2.to cultivate nonexisting meritorious deeds...
3.to stop accumilation of existing sins...
4.to stop accumilation of nonexisting sins...
so...what we are working on here is on part 3 & 4...
which wld also provide room for 1 & 2 in the longer run...
yes...kala de pala de...unless it is overshadowed by a much powerful meritorious deed...

(meritorious deed=kusal sith...
sins=akusal sith...)

Shehal Joseph wrote
at 10:29am on April 28th, 2007
thats deep!
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Shehal Joseph wrote
at 7:51am on April 29th, 2007
According to the Mahaparinibbana Sutta of the Pali canon, at the age of 80, the Buddha announced that he would soon enter Parinirvana or the final deathless state abandoning the earthly body. After this, the Buddha ate his last meal, which, according to different translations, was either a mushroom delicacy or soft pork, which he had received as an offering from a blacksmith named Cunda. Falling violently ill, Buddha instructed his attendant Ānanda to convince Cunda that the meal eaten at his place had nothing to do with his passing and that his meal would be a source of the greatest merit as it provided the much-needed energy for the Buddha.

is that true?

source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gautama_Buddha#The_Great_Passing
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Shehal Joseph wrote
at 7:54am on April 29th, 2007
The Buddha's final words were, "All composite things pass away. Strive for your own salvation with diligence."

hmmm... i like that...

okay about how Buddha died... is that true?
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Yadamini Gunawardena wrote
at 1:41pm on April 29th, 2007
was out of town...just returned...

honestly...my guess is as good as urs...cause i didnt live in those times...so hv to come to a conclusion only after analysing whats on record...

...but...there's a long description...on physically how ill and weak Gauthama Buddha was before he set out on his last journey(last year)...

...so if the food had any impact it wld have been a bad reaction with the digesting system or its products due to Gauthama Buddha's severe ill health, rather than any karmic effect...

cause when you attain the Budhhahood...you dnt accumilate good or bad karma...it's a neutral state...but what had been accumilated before attaining Buddhahood will be completed...even bad karmas...


Shehal Joseph wrote
at 2:42pm on April 29th, 2007
thats not what i was asking....
see what that story tells is that he wasnt picky about what he ate...
he ate what he was given... for nourishment...
correct?
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Yadamini Gunawardena wrote
at 2:54pm on April 29th, 2007
exactly...

Shehal Joseph wrote
at 8:11pm on April 29th, 2007
and he ate meat... for nourishment... needed the protein... etc...
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Yadamini Gunawardena wrote
at 4:51am on April 30th, 2007
nope...like u writely wrote before...

"...he wasnt picky about what he ate...
he ate what he was given..."

an "offer" or "dhana" without the presence of lobha(greed),dvesha(hatred/avrice), & moha(delusion/ignorance) is the highest kusal one cld accumilate...so it was practised with the "giver", the one who is making the offering... in mind...

dhana cld be in different modes...offering of food, to goods ,to righteous knowledge..to extremes of even your own blood, organs, and may be even life!...

Shehal Joseph wrote
at 5:56am on April 30th, 2007
i see...
okay looking from a giver's perspective...
but arent most dhana is done with the intension of accumulating kusal for someone (dead or alive)?
like say someone dies... on their death aniversary... a dhana is given... with the intension of accumulating kusal... 'cos his/her soul is roaming somewhere in spacetime although he/she is not there physically...
so the giver wants kusal from the offering... for his/her soul and whoever else he is making the offering... doesnt that fall under lobha? as opposed to offering something out of compassion... 'cos you feel the suffering (like hunger) of someone and you sympathize and you offer 'cos you dont want him/her to suffer...

see what doesnt make sense is that ppl just do things 'cos it brings them kusal or its pin for them... and now 'cos they are compassionate... and i think that sux...

i'm not pointing fingers are buddhism... its the "reward" system that most religions offer that makes ppl do that...
not cool!
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Yadamini Gunawardena wrote
at 8:10am on April 30th, 2007
true...
moha(delusion/ignorance) covers it.like you said the mindset needs to be proper...proper understanding of things...to accumilate propers kusals/ping (can be presented as two differnt things)

doing things for the sake of doing it or... practising things with out proper mindfulness will never bring good...just like said in kalama sutta

but the transfer of merits to others, living or dead, is done only after the meritorious act is perfomed with proper mindfulness...ex: like u said offering of a meal to some one in hunger...with no lobha,dvesah,moha...and thinking that this act is performed purely to bring some food to end hunger for the time been...and thus may be even to save another from ill health or even death...once such is practised the accumilated merit is transferable to another living or dead...but shldnt be fabricated or premeditated

bottom line is mindfulness...if thats proper...u wldnt wanna cheat ur self? cause you knw that it will bring no positive result

my birth details

date
- year: 1976
- month: november
- day: 04

time
- local time: 11:15
- solar time: 11:13
- universal time: 05:43 UT

location
- lat: 6.898775° N
- long: 79.854172° E

mass
- mass relative to earth: 3.89 kg

Position of the Sun in the Celestial Sphere



so i'm a LIBRA!!!!

Position of the Moon in the Celestial Sphere


Saturday, April 28, 2007

hmmm

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

i'm selling my iMac G5















i'm selling my iMac G5
well it's not really mine... it belongs to UITier (my company)

the bid starts at: Rs 85,000



i bought it in Sept 2005 but its like brand new... 'cos i like to keep things clean
;)

i have the original DVDs

check the wikipedia article on iMac G5s

and also the official Apple press release

why am i selling it? 'cos they are gay... havent you seen those mac vs PC youtube videos? and 'cos its redundant...



for a list of installed software pls contact me via gmail: shehal@gmail.com

this model does NOT come with the remote or does NOT have built in blue tooth

Machine Name: iMac G5
Machine Model: PowerMac8,1
CPU Type: PowerPC G5 (3.0)
Number Of CPUs: 1
CPU Speed: 1.8 GHz
L2 Cache (per CPU): 512 KB
Bus Speed: 600 MHz
Boot ROM Version: 5.2.2f2
Serial Number: YD4415SFPP8

DVD-Writer: MATSHITA DVD-R UJ-825
Interconnect: ATAPI
Burn Support: Yes (Apple Shipped/Supported)
Cache: 2048 KB
Reads DVD: Yes
CD-Write: -R, -RW
DVD-Write: -R, -RW, +R, +RW
Burn Underrun Protection CD: Yes
Burn Underrun Protection DVD: Yes
Write Strategies: CD-TAO, CD-SAO, DVD-DAO

Memory: 1GB
Size: 2 x 512 MB
Type: DDR SDRAM
Speed: PC3200U-30330

Hard Disk: 150 GB
Capacity: 149.05 GB
Model: WDC WD1600JD-40GBB2
Revision: 09.05M09
Serial Number: WD-WMAES3955685
Removable Media: No
Detachable Drive: No
BSD Name: disk0
Protocol: ata
Unit Number: 0
Socket Type: Serial-ATA
OS9 Drivers: No
S.M.A.R.T. status: Verified

Connectivity:
Built-in Fast Ethernet
WiFi

Video
GeForce FX 5200:
Chipset Model: GeForce FX 5200
Type: Display
Bus: AGP
Slot: AGP
VRAM (Total): 64 MB
Vendor: nVIDIA (0x10de)
Device ID: 0x0329
Revision ID: 0x00b1
ROM Revision: 2103
Displays:

20 inch Display:
Display Type: LCD
Resolution: 1680 x 1050
Depth: 32-bit Color
Built-In: Yes
Core Image: Supported
Main Display: Yes
Mirror: Off
Online: Yes
Quartz Extreme: Supported

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Colombo at Night

Monday, April 16, 2007

facebook is...

(1) addictive!!!